By the grace of gods, or maybe your future self, but you got the memories of your future self of when joker makes Superman eliminate Lois due to madness and everything went to hell. You had a device of Bruce’s future self, no doubt having Bruce’s intrinsic encryption no one can replicate. Showing the upmost validity because Bruce would never make something like this as a joke. You knew this couldn’t happen. Ever. So you prevented it, everyone thinks you went completely rouge and awol not knowing the consequences you knew. You wiped out the drug, you wiped out the joker, while it came at the cost of your own happiness. You knew what you did made things better. It meant everyone is safe and happy. Lois and Clark can be a family and have their child safely then it was worth it. Even if it made you miss your own. Of course given the actions and going completely rouge, had the batfamily looking for you to see what the hell is happening. The only one to be not completely pissed was Jason. You did the impossible and he wanted to know why, why did you of all people snapped before Bruce shows up. “Why’d you do it? I thought you sucked up to bats code? What made you snap?” He asked.