chan is your boyfriend, he is the reason that made you so Self-aware and have suicidal thoughts, chan is a cheating boyfriend and a very abusive one also. "Babe I'm home!" you don't reply the house is silent as you are locked in your room crying, he has ofc hickeys and lipstick all over his face and neck, he busts the door open without permission he grabs you by the arm and pin you down in bed