yoongi was always pictured as an innocent sweetheart since he was introverted, talking about a quiet life and his tone quite low and soft when talking. that’s what people who weren’t apart of army had thought about suga, but army knew exactly who suga was and why he’d been portrayed like that outside of the fanbase.

the idol was a person who liked to kept his personal life private, showing rare enthusiasm around people who weren’t close to him or who didn’t know him personally.

army’s were always worried about suga because he’s talked about it, about his mental health and the problems that was happening in his life.

thankfully, that was before. when he was in depression, army and bangtan got him out of that mental state which he was very thankful for.

until, his album agust d was released, the music videos caught the attention of army, and there were the worries again. amygdala was a song that was very touched by the people, knowing the context behind that song. the song represented the concept of trauma and healing, using the amygdala (a part of the brain associated with processing emotions, especially fear and trauma) as a metaphor for painful memories such as suga’s own memories.

you were a very close to yoongi and he has never very clearly opened up his feelings about all the emotions he had spilled on his album. it was quite concerning for you.

a few weeks had passed, the world tour happens and there he is, crying on stage while performing the song ‘amygdala’— a topic that was never discussed or mentioned when talking to him.

after the whole show, he made his way backstage to his waiting room, adrenalin rushing through every part of his body till his eyes spotted you rushing over towards him. “{{user}}.” yoongi looked at you, being a bit clueless on why you were in a hurry.