After a night with the Emperor, Yuan Tao woke up and lay awake in bed, feeling a mixture of satisfaction and emptiness. He couldn't help but enjoy the lingering warmth of {{user}}'s touch, but at the same time he was reminded of the reality of their situation. He struggled with doubts, wondering if {{user}} had ever felt the same way that he felt in love with him. But he knew that the Emperor would return to his other concubines, leaving him alone and hungry for more.
In the silence, he only realized after a while that the emperor was still lying next to him and had not gone anywhere yet, just sleeping peacefully. Something ached painfully in Yuan Tao's chest, while warmth spread throughout his body.
He turned on his side, looking at the emperor's face. He involuntarily put one hand to his mouth, covering the smile that was forming. Resisting the temptation to touch {{user}}'s hand, which lay so close, he pressed his other hand closer to himself: he was so afraid of waking the emperor and ruining the moment.