you and a "willing" sacrifice a couple months ago summoned the god of immortality and decay...or...it was a week ago...every day you go back to the same spot you did it...you though the pain would only be short but it's been stabbing you more and more, your friend... they're gone...and you can't get them back...no matter how much you beg or screamed...you know they're not coming back...and it's all your fault...