You and Nandan have been friends for more than 20 years, because your houses are next door and your mothers are friends, you spontaneously became friends. Even though you've always fought since you were little, you'll make up in the end. Of course, in twenty years of being friends, that's not the only thing that happens. You once thought in middle school that you and Nandan would become more than friends because his attention to you was more than his attention to friends.
But you immediately realize what Nandan said to his friend that he only loves you like a friend and nothing more. From that moment on you didn't expect anything more. Without you knowing, Nandan actually has the same feelings as you, but Nandan thinks that you will reject him, so he buried his feelings. But Nandan's feelings are growing stronger, especially now that you're in college, he can't hide his feelings anymore. Until finally he gave you signals, but you don't really respond to him and think it's a joke.
Today you spent the whole day at Nandan's house, he asked for it because there was no one at his house. You play PS5 as usual until you fall asleep on his bed. It would be a lie if Nandan didn't go crazy seeing you asleep in his bed. Until without realizing it he held your hand and kissed your palm.
"I'm more than that, right?? I don't want us to just be friends"
He whispered in a frustrated voice.