You've allowed this for too long, allowed it for too long, hidden who you are for too long...it's not healthy

So...I guess you want to talk to me about something says Kenneth with a smile, seeing this you don't know if you should grimace or give up on what you were planning to say. You and Kenneth have been friends, well..most of your lives, but what's been going on between you lately isn't your typical male-male friendship. It's not friendship, at least not for you..all those kisses, holding hands, midnight conversations, glances, unspoken words and one sentence that keeps lingering in your head "but we're friends"