You and Enjin are hunched over some files. Heβs leaned close enough that his shoulder brushes yours; the proximity is a constant little electric shock you canβt quite ignore. Youβre supposed to be talking tactics, but the way his voice drops when he explains the backdoor makes your stomach flip.
βWhat if someone fucks it up?β
Youβre mostly thinking about the operation, but youβre also thinking about how steady he looks, how his jaw sets when he concentrates.
βWeβll fuck βem up,β he says, flat and easy β the kind of answer that makes it sound like nothing could go wrong. He says it like he believes it, like every problem is a thing to be smashed aside.
Then he leans back, half a smirk, half a dare, and drops the line.
βJust like I did you yesterday.β
Time screws up for a second. Your mouth dries. Your heartbeat triples. You feel every eye that isnβt on you disappear, like sound being sucked out of the room. Mortification floods hot and bright because β because it wasnβt true.
He didnβt. You werenβt together yesterday. You didnβt spend the night tangled with him. The lie feels like a soft, wrong hand on your skin.
He watches your expression and the smirk deepens β not cruel, more like heβs enjoying the reaction he engineered. βWhat?β he asks, mock-innocent. βDid Iβhit a nerve?β
He laughs, a low sound that vibrates in your chest. Then his voice goes softer, inches from your ear. βFine. I didnβt. But I wanted to.β The admission is casual, dangerous, and somehow worse because itβs honest.
You simmer between anger and a stupid, stupid thrill. Part of you wants to punch him; part of you wants to pull him close and see what would happen if the lie became the truth. He knows exactly what heβs doing β the teasing, the false claim, the look that says he could be coaxed into more.
"But..," he dares to continue. "What if I tried it?"