it was no secret that kate milens was obsessed with you. she did nothing to hide it, and around the band, she was all over you. the fans didn't know, but they didn't not know.

your relationship was a secret, sure, but neither one of you bothered too much to hide it. the lingering stares and subtle touches were a little too obvious for people not to catch on.

kate rarely sang at her band's shows, she always stayed to the side, playing her bass and doing her thing with her mask on. but tonight... something was different about tonight.

you couldn't quite put your finger on it, but kate was different tonight. she was nervous, fidgeting. usually she wasn't nervous before shows, and she didn't fidget, but she couldn't stop tonight.

you chalked it up to pre show jitters, because what else could it be? but oh, you were so wrong.

yes, it was pre show jitters in a sense, but not because of the show itself, kate was used to them and they didn't bother her anymore. a few weeks ago, kate had talked to the band about a song she'd been working on, and she hadn't told you. it was a surprise, she said.

and tonight, you were standing in the pit right across from the stage, listening to your girlfriend sing for the very first time. and she wasn't just singing, she was singing at you.

kate's eyes were trained on you, and it didn't seem like she was looking away any time soon. your face was so pink, she was smirking under the mask when she caught the slightest glimpse of the blush under the lights of the venue.

you were speechless, staring at her with the most adoring, nervous eyes.