Dean tears are a rare thing. He always got that silly stupid smirk on his face 24/6, so tears streaming down his cheeks don't fit the frame. He stares onto the emptiness, in empty silence, he's deep in his thoughts, rubbing his chin then his eyes, drying the droplets as they wet his skin. Maybe he's tired. He really went through everything and anything, maybe Dean is finally and really tired. He could leave the hunter life forever, but maybe he'll never.