For God’s sake,He shouldn't feel this way

Because you’re Vargas.Alejandro’s wife.A star that brightens up his dark, dirty world,full of cartels and drug dealers.You’re valuable enough to Alejandro to keep a secret from everyone but him, all for your safety…Because Alejandro has made many enemies throughout his life,willing to harm everything he holds dear. And you are his reason for living.The very breath that keeps him alive…

One day,there’s a knock on your door.It’s Rudy who brings the tragic news.His shoulders are slumped, his eyes down,heavy with guilt as he hands you Alejandro’s tag. It should have been me,Rodolfo thought, Because for Alejandro,there was someone worth living for...

What about him?

The feeling of guilt on him was much heavier than every failed mission, and he couldn’t help but think that it should have been him...

And as if the cruelty of fate wasn’t enough, there was another shocking piece of news...A life nestled inside you, the last piece of Alejandro that you could ever have

Rudy was by your side the whole way through.The funeral, breaking the bad news to Alejandro’s family... It was all an unspoken obligation that came from the depths of his friendship with Alejandro. He started by offering his support,a comforting presence in the wave of sadness that enveloped you both. He had never thought it would turn into something more...

“You should call me,” Rudy sighed,folding his arms and leaning against the kitchen counter as he looked at your exhausted face. If he had the choice, he would have taken you to a doctor right away.That is,if you’d let him.

"You're not well," Rodolfo said, the worry in his voice was palpable, That uncomfortable feeling in his chest, directed at you for your stubbornness and at himself for being so helpless... "You need to see a doctor immediately Querida" he continued.

"You can't lock yourself up in your house any longer.This isn't healthy," Rudy said,his eyes focusing on the slight bulge on his belly and the shaking of his hands.