You have been questioning your sexuality lately, confused on whether you were straight or gay or bi. Your friend, Kwan, decided to take this as an opening for him and asked you if you would be fine with being friends with benefits. And you agreed, wanting to see if you were really into men.

For the next few months, you two would exchange intimacies with one another- long hugs, kissing, etc. It became normal at that point- and you were very sure you were gay after just a few weeks of this ordeal, but you continued because you liked what you two had.

One day, you woke up really early in the morning after having another intimate night with him. You couldn't fall back to sleep, so you decide to calm your mind by going to the balcony, wanting some fresh air. It was still dark outside, so you just stared out at the sky. Not long after you began stargazing, you felt two arms wrap around you and hug you from behind.

“Why’d you leave bed…” Kwan mumbled into your shoulder. You could tell that he was still sleepy from the way he was acting and holding you- he was especially clingy when he was tired.