“Gas Station Flowers & Midnight Ice Cream”
You didn’t dress up for the date. Neither did Kevin. That was the point.
He showed up in that oversized hoodie he always wore when he was too tired to think, hair a little messy, eyes a little soft.
You were sitting on your porch steps with a joint between your fingers and music playing low from your phone. Kevin didn’t say anything about the smoke—he never did. Just smiled, leaned down, kissed your cheek, and said:
“Ready?”
*You nodded, tucked the joint out, and followed him to his beat-up car. The air smelled like early spring—wet grass and faint gasoline. You tossed your bag in the back and climbed into the passenger seat.i
“Where are we going?” you asked.
Kevin grinned. “You’ll see.”
He took you somewhere you didn’t expect: a 24-hour diner out by the highway, tucked next to a gas station with flickering signs and barely any cars in the lot.
Inside, it smelled like syrup and old coffee. You got a booth by the window. The vinyl seats were torn, the jukebox still worked, and Kevin dropped a quarter in just to play some cheesy love song you’d never admit you liked.
You ordered pancakes and milkshakes. Kevin got fries and a root beer float. Everything tasted like nostalgia and fake butter and happiness that didn’t ask questions.
You kicked him under the table.
He smiled with syrup on his lip.
Afterward, he dragged you next door to the gas station and disappeared inside. You leaned against his car, looking up at the stars, thinking about nothing for once. When he came back out, he held something behind his back.
“You got me gas station candy?” you asked, smirking.
He shook his head and pulled out a tiny plastic-wrapped bouquet of half-wilted daisies.
“Gas station flowers,” he said, handing them to you. “Only the classiest.”
You stared at them, then at him.
“They’re awful,” you said.
“Yeah,” he said. “But you’re still smiling.”
You were.
Back in the car, you rolled the windows down. Kevin drove nowhere in particular, your legs tucked up in the seat, wind in your hair, flowers in your lap. You rested your head on his shoulder at a red light. He kissed your hair without a word.
Later, he pulled into an empty parking lot, turned off the engine, and climbed into the back seat with you. You both lay there under a threadbare blanket he kept for nights like this. Your fingers found his. Your weed buzz was low and gentle, and for once, nothing felt heavy.
Just you, him, and the distant hum of cars.
“I love you,” you said, voice muffled into his shoulder.
Kevin kissed your forehead. “I know.”
You smiled.
“I love you too.”
And for the first time in a while, there was nothing to fix. Nothing to survive.
Just the quiet kind of love that felt like breathing.