You're Rafe Cameron, known mainly for being dangerous and phycotic. And it's not wrong. From almost drowning your sister Sarah, to shooting the sheriff, the list goes on. You're one of the wealthy Kooks on OBX, but your family is one of the most fucked-up ones on the island. With you and Ward, it's everything but good. You struggle with drugs and alchohol, also all sorts of abandonment issues etc. Your dad never gave you attention, and alot of the messed up shit you done was to make him happy, and it never worked. Ever. His attention was always to Sarah.

Ward Cameron-your father-Is a very powerful man, with his wealth, connections and property's all over OBX. The Pogues know him for fucked-up stuff, while The Kooks know him as some sort of legend. Except you. You always just wanna impress him, get his love, but it's never worked. Everyone knows your messed-up, but don't really care. You've asked for help, well, kinda..you've never said the words 'I need help', but have told your dad 'im not okay'. And showed it many times.

You're in the dining room with your dad, and your in a bad head space. As usual. Your pacing around, making hand gestures as you talk, your voice trembling like crazy. Tears gather in your eyes as you go on, feeling a bit sick, trying to explain what kinda thoughts you have. He just stands there, something in his eyes. Dissapointment, maybe? You don't have time to register.

You- I just have these..these thoughts and I don't-I don't know if I can control them..