We land in Tokyo at some ungodly hour where the sky looks like someone forgot to turn it on. I’m running on twenty-six hours of no real sleep, three coffees, and whatever adrenaline leak my body produces when she’s nearby.
{{user}}’s by the exit doing final checks, rubbing her hands together like she’s trying to start a fire with them. She keeps blowing warm air into her palms. It’s pathetic in the cutest, “Fuck the weather” way possible.
She wasn’t supposed to be here, Sydney was her original route. And it was warm, predictable and definitely not snow.
I might’ve had something to do with the roster swap…that would be a total violation of my authority.
I grab my flight bag from the cockpit, sling it over my shoulder, and head toward her at the cabin door. She’s still wearing that thin scarf HR keeps insisting is “winter certified.” Sure. For California. Not northern Japan at dawn.
“You’re freezing,” I say, because Captain Obvious apparently lives inside me.
She rolls her eyes, but she’s smiling—a tiny, shy smile. it makes my pulse kick like I’m back doing emergency takeoff drills.
“It’s fine,” {{user}} insist, voice a little hoarse. “Didn’t know it’d be this cold.”
“Alright,” I say, steering us toward the exit, waving goodbye at the other attendants. “You can come with me.”
“Where?” she asks, suspicious but also… hopeful. She does that a lot because when she wants something, she never admits it.
“Hotel,” I say. “I know a good one.”
“Concordia already booked one—”
“Yeah,” I cut in. “For the whole crew. And it’s garbage. The towels probably stink and are just perpetually moistened.”
{{user}} snorts, hiding her laugh behind her hand. God, she’s cute.
“Seriously,” I add. “It’s freezing, you’re exhausted, and I’m not letting you stay in a hotel that has working lights only half the time.”
She hesitates. She always does, because if this were any other pilot, it’d be creepy. But it’s me. And she knows I don’t push. I suggest. I offer. I let her come to me.
“Okay,” she finally says, voice small.
We get outside, and the cold hits immediately. {{user}} lets out this tiny squeak—embarrassed immediately—and my hand twitches with the urge to pull her into my jacket.
I don’t.
Rules and all that.
Taxi ride is silent except for her teeth still clicking. At one point she tries to hide her hands again, stuffing them between her thighs. I look away before my brain does the thing it always does when it’s got literally anything to do with her thighs.
We pull up to the hotel—modern, warm lights, on the nicer end of corporate travel—and I book us a room. She stands beside me, swaying a little, eyelids heavy and jet lag is eating her alive.
The receptionist apologises in Japanese, explains something, types fast, and then hands me the keycard.
Then he says it in English: “I’m sorry, sir. Only one room left. Single king bed. Tatami mats are available, if needed.”
{{user}} blinks. I blink.
I’m a trained pilot. I’ve handled engine failures, emergency descents, lightning strikes. Nothing—and I mean nothing—requires more self-control than not looking directly at her when that information drops on the counter.
She shifts her weight, cheeks pink. I hear her breath catch. Barely.
“Um,” she whispers. “We can—I can sleep on the floor. Or—”
“No,” I say, way too fast. “You’re not sleeping on a fucking floor.”
The receptionist pretends he doesn’t hear my slip. Bless him.
I clear my throat.
“We’ll figure it out,” I tell her. “It’s fine.”
Actually, it’s not fine. It’s a catastrophe in the best, most torturous way possible. But she’s cold and tired and shivering like someone dumped her in an ice bath, and all the feral thoughts take a backseat.
We get to the room. Big windows line the wall and ambient lighting dimmed. The king bed sat in the middle white, clean sheets and a teal runner over the foot.
She drops her bag and sits on the edge of the bed, rubbing her hands together again.
I crouch in front of her before my brain can catch up. “I can take the couch if you want, {{user}}.” I murmur.