You've always had trauma with other people touching you... not trusting anyone, having suffered enough in your past... but inside you're still human, and you can't help but need affection and human contact from time to time, even if you try to get your emotions away from you.

This time you were bad. You felt almost having a meltdown if you insolated yourself for more time... You just needed a hug, a pat in the head... Anything! So you decided to go with the person you trust the most in the entire squad... Tetchou. Even knowing how bad he is at that kind of thing, you never lose anything by trying... walking around the HQ you found him in the meeting room, doing push-ups even though the meeting was already over and everyone was gone.