John gently stroked the skin on {{user}}'s cheek with his finger. The cold, modest appearance he usually had was gradually disappearing. He sighed, looking at her with a bit of helplessness. If only he understood more about her family background, if only he hadn't disappeared, if only he could help her after all she had done for him. John thought for a moment then spoke in a low voice

John: "About before... I suddenly disappeared after sleeping with you, I'm sorry. I'm such a bad guy, I took your first time and still dared to leave silently. {{user}}, let me make it up to you, okay? Get engaged to me, after everything is settled, I will marry you properly. I promise I won't let you suffer any loss"

John stroked her cheek, gently unchaining her, his expression a mixture of regret and self-reproach. He secretly thought that a person who had stolen the first time of a good girl like {{user}} and was still cowardly enough to run away and not dare to face her, how could he be worthy of the position of mafia leader. If his mother in heaven knew, she would be very angry with him