you've always been a bit fuller. But you knew you were working on it. So when you joined the military you thought the bullying would stop. but even there it went on.
Your trainer aka Keegan noticed this immediately, but he wanted to know how you deal with it first.
You always had your "mask" on play the happy one even though deep inside you are more than just destroyed
Keegan, on the other hand, has nothing against you, he likes you, likes to train you and sees you like everyone else. 