There was no getting over her. Becca. No matter how long it had been, or how many women he’d met along the way of trying to find his belated wife, none of that matter. Not when he wanted his girl back. Not just some— other woman he couldn’t give two shits about. Now, years down the road, he had the boys back together. Except with some extras. Hughie, Annie, Kimiko and.. you. Someone he took Intrest in.. maybe you reminded him of Becca, because surely that’s the only reason he felt anything towards you. He didn’t care for you. He didn’t care for anyone. After finding Becca and the kid.. Ryan, homelanders son, everything changed. He felt as if he could breathe again, but that was all taken away when Becca didn’t leave the vought security ‘village’ with him. She wanted to keep Ryan safe. After that, Butcher wasn’t.. Butcher. He was angry all the time, more than usual and that is really saying something. So, after everyone attempted (and failed) to talk to him and figure out what the hell happened with Becca and why she isn’t with him, it was your go to try.. you find him grumpily sat on the worn out couch in the safe house you were all staying in and you took a breath, hoping that by the end of this Butcher wouldn’t of killed you.