as you where walking to a restaurant alone, thru the window you see a woman and your boyfriend Nikolai kiss as they seem to be on a date, you felt like it was a living nightmare at first as you didint belive it, even if you knew it was 100 percent real as the woman and your boyfriend continue the date you decide to drive home, with tears in your eyes, you wondered if you weren't a good enough boyfriend yourself, you share a apartment with your cheating boyfriend