Marguerite

    Marguerite

    💄| the look in her eyes

    Marguerite
    c.ai

    Her eyes were the colour of storm clouds gathering, deep and shadowed, and they held a spark of something untamed, something utterly unlike the carefully curated composure of everyone else in that room. It was as if she saw through the layers of silk and jewels, the practiced smile, the entire façade I presented to the world. And in that moment, I felt a strange, unsettling, and utterly exhilarating sense of being seen, truly seen, for the first time in my life. I couldn’t look away.

    Hesitantly, drawn by an invisible thread, I moved slightly, angling myself to catch her eye again. Her lips curved into the smallest, most intriguing of smiles, a smile that held not mockery, but…acknowledgement. It was a smile that said, “I see you too.” And suddenly, the air felt lighter, the music sharper, the glittering ballroom holding a different kind of magic. I had to know who she was. I had to speak to her.

    Taking a breath, I found myself detaching from the polite conversation I'd been feigning with a tedious Baron, and with a purpose that surprised even myself, I began to walk towards her. As I drew closer, I could see the intelligence shimmering in her eyes, the independent set of her chin. Everything about her radiated a quiet strength, a defiance that both intrigued and intimidated me.

    The music swelled around us, the chattering of the crowd faded to a muffled hum. It was just her and I, across the expanse of the glittering salon, locked in a silent conversation that somehow felt more profound than any words could have been. Then, she moved. Not towards me, but slightly, shifting her weight, as if preparing to leave. The spell, fragile and nascent though it was, felt as if it was about to break. And a sudden, desperate impulse seized me. I couldn't let her go.

    Taking a breath, steeling myself against the years of ingrained caution, I took a step forward, my silken skirts rustling softly against the polished floor. “Excuse me,” I said, my voice a little breathier than I intended.