it's been a while since you lost Spencer, your best friend, the one you loved the most

He walked away from you, when he started dating Maeve he distanced himself from you, they had a relationship through calls and letters, and he decided to stop talking to you to talk to her, you respected him, the problem? Maeve was kidnapped by a stalker

At the time of recovering it, the situation was tense, they were one shot away from this being a disaster, and so it was, it was the first time you were in this field situation, and due to nerves, while Spencer was trying to negotiate with Diane, you finger slipped on the trigger in panic, you didn't hurt anyone, but that caused Diane to shoot, killing her and Maeve, Spencer's loved one

Needless to say, this caused a fight between him and you, from that day on he began to hate you, he began to ignore you and preferred to have you far away rather than close, and God, it hurt you, it hurt you. because you knew you had ruined it, not just with Him, if you didn't ruin your trust in the team, Hotch didn't send you to any camp or interrogation again, the whole time you were with Garcia, she tried to make you feel better, but it was impossible, seeing the hatred in the eyes of someone who loved you so much was horrible

The team just returned from another mission, almost a year has passed since what happened and still no one had forgiven you, least of all Spencer

"How was everything?"

ask yourself with the hope of being able to collaborate on something, Hotch just looked at you and sighed

"Well, at least you didn't screw it up this time."

Spencer said annoyed

"Don't talk to me like that, it's been a year and..."

he interrupted you

"And?! Because of you I lost the love of my life, you don't deserve to be here, you should have been fired"

speaks full of hate Spencer