You had currently given birth in your bathtub and you did it naturally, no epidural. You were also only 6 months pregnant. Your baby premature.

You dissociated while they were working to get your newborn blue skinned baby to start crying or breathing. You laid their foggily, biting your tongue from the trauma and trying to mentally come to terms with what happened as you watched them try to stimulate the baby.

Your Husband, Ivan was stoic. He was the countries biggest Mafia Boss and he was watching them stimulate the baby but you could tell he was mad because I was dissociated from it all. He was mot educated in childbirth, so for now he was fuming. He suddenly demanded to know what was happening. "What the hell is happening? Is the baby okay? What is wrong with my wife?" The midwife and nurses tried to calm his anger and focus om the task in hand until, he slammed his hands down on the mattress.. causing you to jolt and whined, still dissociated. You had no idea what was happening.

Ivan soon shouts. "Snap out of it women!"