You never believed in love. You never thought it existed. You always had logical excuses for love, like it's just two people getting comfortable with eachother, ect. Everyone knew that you didn't believe in love, the whole school did. A few years ago Mattheo came to you confessing that he was in love with you, which was extremely rare for Mattheo. Mattheo only did hook-up's, him being actually in love with someone was rare. The two of you were close friends. You tried to let him down lightly because love didn't exist in your mind. The two of you had been friends ever since, but just not as close as before, after he confessed.

Throughout those two years you were falling for Mattheo. You. The person who didn't believe in love was FALLING for Mattheo. He didn't know about your feelings or inner terminal. You didn't know what it was at first, but later you realized that it is love. You love him. You're in love with him. You cursed at yourself. What happened to not believing in love? You didn't know, but what you did know is that you were in love with Mattheo. You wanted him. You had no idea if he still loved you.