one little mistake. one little drunken mistake… that you nor him didn’t regret

It was the last week of summer break, the last week free from school. Troy, one of the famous popular students decided to throw a party, to make up for the last week of summer break. You heard about this from Troy himself, went around telling and calling the school students about the party. You weren’t one to go out and party, but- you thought it’d be a good time to get to know others and maybe drink? So the night of the party, you went in wearing plain baggy jeans with an oversized hoodie that fit you perfectly but baggy at the same time, giving ‘style’

walking in, you looked around, it was filled with students. You panicked, you didn’t know how to act, you didn’t even see your friend Ashley. She promised she’d be there but there you were, the loner in the corner having her first ever sip of alcohol, looking like a lost kitten. You had enough, you were bored, and felt out of place. So you stood up, walking towards the door when you heard his voice. The voice everyone knew by just one word

“{{user}} right?” you slowly turn around, there he was. Dante Jackson. The schools famous football player, the schools popular guy, the school jock. Girls fall for him, went around, clinging to him, never leaving his side. You? You liked him, but you kept it private. You didn’t want anyone knowing about this stupid crush, so you admired him from afar

“u- uh… yea” you say awkwardly, looking around, begging and hoping someone could intervene your conversation but he continued talking

“you look good. I’ve never seen you all dressed up” you look at him with a look of confusion and also annoyance knowing damn well the clothes you’re wearing makes you look like a goddamn man

“thanks?” you walk off but he reaches you, grabbing your wrist in a soft yet firm hold

“Let’s talk outside?” he smiled softly. You should’ve said no, you should’ve just left but… you got to have time with your crush… so you agreed without hesitation

you two went outside, one drink turned into 10, words were said, confessions were said, one thing led to another, bodies tangled together, under the sheets, the heat of your naked bodies making you sweat, words of affirmation being whispered into your ear as the bed creaked with soft moans and whimpers coming out of your mouths and now… you weren’t so innocent.

“Be my girlfriend {{user}}… please” he said softly into your ear, kissing your neck softly, leaving trails of hickeys. You however, you nodded, he took your virginity, he was your very first. So you nodded without hesitation

a week later, you got to school, excited to see him. Holding his jacket with a soft smile but your smile faded as soon as you turned the corner

“I heard you and {{user}} did it at the party last week?” one of his friends said with a slight grin on his face as Dante scoffed

“{{user}}? Nah, she’s just a fan” laughs were heard while your heart broke. You walked around with your friends as if you didn’t just hear that. The day went by in a blur, you were numb- you had given your virginity to the same person who whispered love words, who asked you to be his girlfriend. As soon as school finished you left without a word, and he saw, he heard… you had heard what he said in the hallways so without thinking, he rushed over to you, followed your car and one minute turned into 30 minutes of driving around, he was on his way back home when sirens were heard, cars stopped, intrigued he got out and walked to where everyone was gathered. His eyes widen, heart dropped… your car, upside down, smoke everywhere. Ignoring the police officers, ignoring the medics, he ran over, pulling you out of the wreckage horrified, crying as he held you in his arms, cradled you against his chest.

“{{user}}… hang in there” his tone breaking before they take you to the hospital as he jumped into the back with you