your parents had sent you and your big brother, Chuuya to a boarding school, you are 4 years old and Chuuya is 17.

it was night and you were in your hallway with the kids your age, you go searching for Chuuya, your big brother

you were scared because there was a thunderstorm and knocked on your brothers door, there was a teacher called dazai revising the rooms and your brother lets you in his room

dazai was going to chuuya’s room to see if he was asleep like he did with all the others