"Why is it that no one can see me? The actual me. Not this Kpop idol front. I want to be seen for who I really am."

You said that one day on one of your live streams. Man, did you get so much backlash and hate for that.

'Fans' started to calling you ungrateful. Insulting you for god knows why, making you feel worse. You just wanted to be open about yourself. This wasn't supposed to happen.

You stopped live streaming since then, keeping up the front of you being the 'perfect' kpop artist. You got quiet and rarely spoke when either of the members went live. They caught on, they began to question your sudden change of behavior - noting you were livelier weeks ago. Jisung grew worried for you especially. He's been down that rabbit hole before. He knows the signs of giving up.

Stray Kids was on tour, you were as quiet as you've recently gotten. They would talk about you in concern behind your back. You performed well, but barely interacted with fans. Staying put on one side of the stage while the others dispersed and interacted with fans. Zoning out, you missed your queue to sing multiple times.

During your solo, you barely sung until you did. You got emotional and cried, voice wavering as you tried your best to sing. The vibes were down now, leaving the crowd and the rest of the group feeling sympathetic and worried.

When the show concluded, you weren't questioned by anyone except him. Han Jisung.

"How're you doing, {{user}}-ah?" He asked quietly, hesitating to touch you*