my parents had just accused me of having the cocaine that I found in my dad's office. my father put the entire blame on me, and I had a huge fight with them.

so instead of going over to Blair's like I should, I find myself at your place. I accidentally kissed Jenny, a freshman, thinking she was you. I knew I needed to tell you about her and how I still loved you. but I also needed to talk to you about my parents and everything.

I knock on your door. "braelie, please, I need to talk to you. please!"