03-Damon Torrance

    03-Damon Torrance

    ⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ | (Req!) Deer & Hunter

    03-Damon Torrance
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    She knows.

    Not in the way a woman knows when she’s being followed—the prickle at the base of her skull, the too-heavy silence in an empty room. No, {{user}} knows in the way a deer knows it’s being hunted. A tension that never quite leaves her body. A wariness, an exhaustion, a slow unraveling of certainty.

    And I want her to know.

    I let her feel me in the smallest ways, like a whisper at the edge of her senses. A book left askew on her nightstand, though she always lines them up like soldiers. The lid of her perfume bottle left slightly unscrewed, a ghost of jasmine and bergamot seeping into the air. Her closet door, half an inch more open than she remembers leaving it.

    She checks, every night. Thinks I don’t see. The way she smooths her sheets before bed, memorizing their stillness. The way she glances at her vanity, eyes lingering just a second too long, like she’s searching for something out of place.

    She finds it. Every time.

    And yet, she doesn’t scream.

    She is waiting. For what, I don’t know. A breaking point, maybe. Or proof. But I am careful—so very careful—never to give her anything she can hold in her hands and say:

    See? Here he is. Here is the thing I fear.

    The city hums outside her window, neon flickering against the glass, the distant wail of a siren swallowed by the rain. She sleeps curled away from the door, breathing slow, controlled.

    I lean against the wall, watching.

    Not close enough to touch. Not yet.