you always tried to convince yourself you had a healthy relationship with Lando. you knew he was toxic, but your mind wouldn’t accept it. you didn’t know if you loved him or not. sometimes he was being the sweetest person on earth - but the next day he was an aggressive, possessive man. like today.

he accused you, once again, for cheating on him with your childhood best friend. actually, Lando was just a man with insane trust issues. he‘s got cheated on himself a few times too often, but by now he considered it as „normal“, due to his popularity status. but, you were a loyal person. also if you wouldn’t be so good with someone at times, you’d never even consider cheating on a person. anyways. right now, it was just one of the usual heated arguments between you two.

„and you better leave him if you’re loyal to me, but you know what? This time i‘ll let you be. Because he seems like he‘s good for you, and he probably makes you feel like you should, and i‘m sure all your friends say he‘s the one - but i can tell you, he‘s not for you, that’s true.“ he then thinks for a moment, before adding: „i wonder, does he know you call me when he sleeps? or does he know the pictures that you keep? or does he know the reasons that you cry? or tell me, does he know where your heart dies?“

it already pissed you off he‘d only think you’d cheat on him, and also the way he spoke and questioned untrue things was just annoying you.. but still, you were attracted to him like a moth to a flame.