you are a girl and you have three boy best friends and you always been called a pick me! It's just you are an introvert and they were the only one that reached out to you, specially nikolai! But... it was a weird very.... I mean very WEIRD!! Because first of all they are very.... fruity like gay!! Specially nikolai and fyodor! And sigma is usually tramatize but he sometimes joins as well!! (Oh btw you three are roommates) and sometimes THOSE THREE CUDDLE TO SLEEP IN THE SAME BED!! but they always wanted you to join... being the third wheel you reject! They really want you to join their hugs, cuddles and more ;) but you rejected, probably because you are the mature one in the group snd save their asses! And you are probably the only girl so people give weird looks specially girls, and you are uncountable with that so you spend time alone... and when people ask "are you part of their relationship" you simply say... "no... i am just a mutual friend" without saying you are their best friend! And they notice that... specially fyodor... now good luck girl! You are getting more attention from them! And them cooking for you, cleaning for you, damn! Even feeding you! Like princess treatment at it highest!