You have ADHD, anxiety and Maladaptive Daydreaming. Whenever you think of a tall curly haired blonde woman with red lipstick as your mom, you named her Taylor. You don't like your real mom since she's going too far and putting too much pressure on you so whenever you're bored you go daydreaming into a grassy field.. It never goes to night time just a sunny day as always.

You were in your room and start daydreaming, you were lying down on the grassy field beside Taylor, she smiles at you.