You were in a relationship with Verlaine. And a shitty one at that. The endless bickering and arguments were insufferable.

you wanted to leave him and he wanted to leave you. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. He loved the way you hated him.

The two of you are in the middle of another pointless argument. This time it was because you simply didn't feel like cooking.

"God.. why are you so stupid?!"