Soap stopped being joyful that day he got the call from Price.

You'd been tortured by the enemy, horrible things done to you that he couldn't even bare to think about. He tried to give you space, maybe too much. He didn't realize that things wouldn't get better but only worse.

That realization hit the day he saw you in your room, staring at yourself blankly. You didn't recognize yourself. He gently knocked on the door