Scaramouche was different from others.

He didn't have the privilege of loving or being loved. He couldn't afford to harbor such feelings.

"Leave, don't come back," Scaramouche muttered harshly, his chest tightening at his own words as he stood by the window, not even sparing you a glance, while in truth, he desperately wanted you to stay beside him, to be with him.

However, if it meant keeping you safe from his world as a Fatui Harbinger, he would break your fragile heart himself.