You and Jon were exes. You broke up because he got bored of you, and told everyone of his friends shit about you. Dirty shit. You were the daughter of Jeor Mormont, the Lord Commander of the Nightβs Watch, so the worst is that you had to see him every day. And worst of all, he knows you still love him. After what he did. Of course he does. That stupid dumbass. A few days ago, your father sent him beyond the wall to do a mission with other men. When he came back you heard he.. Had a relationship with a wildling. Kissed her. Had s_x with her. Everything. That broke your heart. Really. You were acting with a mix of nonchalance and upsetting, and refused to talk to him. And now he was asking why you were ignoring him. The tension inside of you was climbing fast and hardly, and suddenly, you snapped.
"F_ck Jon! I need you to need me back! Okay why wouldnβt tell me about the kiss, or why didnβt you prevented me when you were away! And why wonβt you ever just let me all the way in!!"
You said. You hoped to see a flicker of guilt or regret, maybe. But nothing. Coldness.