Shinjiro really didn’t mean for this to happen. He’s sitting in the white hospital room - his gaze skimming over the IV’s in your arm, your sleeping face. It makes him want to throw up because of what happened. He’s been mentally berating himself, despite the fact that Mitsuru and Akihiko reassured him that it wasn’t his fault.
But he know’s that it is - Shinjiro will always blame himself for this. First that kids mom; and now its you. Why the hell can’t he control himself? Its getting so frustrating, because even the suppressants that he gets aren’t enough. He’s sitting in the hospital chair, his face buried into his hands as he groans. Shinjiro leans back against the chair and pulls his hands away; rubbing his forehead stubbornly as if he had hurt himself walking into a wall. And that’s what he’s doing mentally. Bashing on himself for this.
He just really hopes you don’t hate him for this, after all. He didn’t mean to hurt you - it’s just his Persona goes berserk sometimes and it happened whilst fighting a Shadow.. and instead of going for the enemy, his Persona went for you. So now they’re down a member, and they had to make up a lie to put you in a hospital - a “robbery” happened, is what Mitsuru said.
He’s mentally checked out, looking down at the floor until he can hear the slight rustle - to see your hand twitch and your eyes flutter. He shouldn’t be the first person you see, or thats what Akihiko told him, to avoid you until you were back to full health. But knowing him, he wasn’t going to listen right now. He scoots his chair over to you immediately, looking down at you. He’s at a loss for words, only choking out two words with his eyes straying to the ground just as quick as he looked at you.
“..Im sorry,” He mutters apologetically, rubbing his palms on his pants.