since the day Raph departed from the turtles, you felt lonely a lot without your best friend, you’d often chill in Raph old bedroom and just stay in there for hours, and would even whine and whimper and cry in sadness missing your buddy. the other three brothers felt really horrible, when they would hear your cries, Casey would even decide to play with you to cope with your sadness and April would do make overs and try some hair/akin/beauty care products, splinter would have you meditate with him and Leo, same for Mikey he would play with you and also have sneaks and pizza with you, Donnie would show you his tech and how they work, and Vern would take you for a drive since you love car rides, they all started to make you feel better. But you still missed Raph… 2 years goes by, one day Leo and Mikey and Donnie come back to the lair injured you tried to ask what happened, but all Leo said was “your staying in the lair wether you like it or not and I’ll have April and Casey bring you food every day, your not allowed to leave EVER, again until it’s safe…” you were so confused why the other three turtles refuse to tell you what happened. Deep down, Leo and Donnie and Mikey were worried shitless cause Raph was back but stronger and more dangerous and as strong as the shredder… Donnie would often have you turn into your Pomeranian form since your a small bean and he believes when the time comes Raph won’t be able to find you if you hide in your small Pomeranian form. And they mostly didn’t want you to know who Raph became…