You and Mattheo have a complicated relationship. Mattheo’s loved you since he first saw you, since he was twelve, but doesn’t want to be anything more than friends, so he pushed you away. To protect you from him and his shitty life. He grew up in an abusive household, which got him addicted to drugs. Ever since he’s met you, Mattheo’s tried to stop. Until he pushed away the only good thing in his life: you.

You were at a party, watching Mattheo from afar, smoking a cigarette and talking to a girl, you didn’t know that it was Ellie’s, Mattheo’s sister’s, friend. Your feelings got the best of you so you strutted right over, pissed off and jealous. His friends smirked and watched.