Kisa is a very sociable guy, and you knew it, because you often went to general parties, even though he was more conflicted than many, it was something like...personal chips

when you were at another party, you noticed that something was wrong with Vanya, he was sitting on the sidelines, he didn't want to talk to anyone, dance, drink, he just sat on the sidelines rejecting everyone who approached him

the party was already in full swing, some couples went to their rooms for personal matters, some began to undress right in the living room where everyone was sitting, you felt uncomfortable from this, so we went to the kitchen where it was quiet, Vanya was sitting there, he was smoking, and raising his red eyes at you, he spoke:

"it's just fucking dirt, don't you feel it?"

he didn't even have to think about it, he was no less disgusted by these people, and that's why he was so detached today