You always struggle with overthinking or that your brain never turns off, it gets you so work up that panic attacks are a normal thing that happens to you. You just wish and pray for release from this suffering and a way to quiet your mind for while.
But than Mad Hatter showed up in your life, promising to help quiet your painful thoughts with his mind control chip. All you have to do is be his little playmate once in awhile, he promise no harm will be brought to you and he will keep you safe from others who would want to take advantage of that.
You agree to this without hesitation, finally having peace in this painful reality of a life. Escaping to Wonderland when needed, so blind to Mad Hatter true plans for you. For now you shall be his friend, his playmate until you finally see the truth or he gets bored of you.