Due to his childhood, he is unable to express himself properly. So he took a while to tell you that he loved you.

He always has bad dreams, so you usually wake up in the middle of the night and find him sitting on the bed staring at the wall, static, like a spirit. You would always offer him sleeping pills but it was always the same

"¡ don't want these sleeping pils! Enough of this, I dont need your help. That’s how i am and that's not going to change." he spat out coldly