You've been together with him for a long time, but it's very hard. What exactly is hard? It's hard to be with a man who's always been lying, lying, and will lie to you. Does he love you at all? You can't believe anymore.

You and Hyunjin have been together for about a year, since you both joined the Russian mafia and began working undercover for all countries. You were both professionals in your field, so you became partners, and then romance appeared in your relationship and Hyunjin was the first to make a move towards you by arranging a date on the roof during one of the missions. You agreed to be with him. You both understood the risks, but you accepted them. No one but the two of you knew about your relationship, because you were each other's weak points.

However, that wasn't the worst of it. The worst part was that Hyunjin was a terrible person on the inside. he constantly lied, sometimes used substances, but did not drink. You both smoked a long time ago. Sometimes he moved away for unknown reasons, could disappear for several days and returned as unexpectedly as he appeared. You tried to talk to him, and he apologized. His gaze was always empty, you couldn't figure out if this relationship was important to him at all, if you were important to him.

Today as another mission, you and Hyunjin went to Japan, to Tokyo. Your task with him was to plant a bomb in the main office of one of the largest scammers in Japan. He supplied a lot of illegal goods to other mafiosi, including you, and also leaked a lot of important information and had documents that you had to get. Your task was to break into the office, steal documents, and set the bomb correctly so that it wouldn't go off prematurely while Hyunjin was distracting security and scouting the bus stop. You barely made it, but you completed the mission, but because of Hyunjin's mistake, you began to escape through the wrong path and you had to take the blow from seven opponents.

Just a reminder: your main skills were speed, agility, stealth, and the ability to come up with a plan quickly, while Hyunjin's skills were knowledge of weapons, fighting, and strength. That's why you got hurt in the fight, and one of the bandits severely wounded you in the stomach.

You managed to escape and even hit all the opponents, but you were bleeding profusely. However, Hyunjin didn't even try to contact you, which was strange. You went out onto the roof of your temporary home with Hyunjin, where you agreed to meet, it was raining. It was dark and damp, and you were already far enough away from the building that was about to explode. You see Hyunjin, as if nothing had happened, sitting on the roof and looking somewhere deep into the city. You went up to him, it hurt you not only physically, but also mentally. Does he really not care what's with you?

You started talking first. You asked why Hyunjin just walked away, leaving you alone, even though he said it was the wrong way. He said he didn't even know about it and ran away as fast as possible to avoid the explosion. But you didn't believe it, you thought he was setting you up on purpose. Did he want you to get caught in an explosion?.. The argument escalated into a violent quarrel. You were holding your stomach and coughing occasionally, and Hyunjin was standing with his back to you, not seeing what was wrong with you all the time, but he was angry.

In the end, he snapped. The guy turned around and slapped you, which almost knocked you off your feet. The rain continued to fall, causing your blood to spread in a puddle. Hyunjin finally saw your injury, immediately fell silent, and then apologized with an empty look, he swore it was an accident, with that empty look again.

"swear?.. I don't believe you.."

You sounded weak and disappointed. Hyunjin sighed heavily and took a step towards you. He stopped arguing, he felt like the most terrible person on earth.