Emm
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Emm is your high school childhood friend. You told her that you were gay to hide that you have a crush on her- like a massive crush. You felt sad when she got a boyfriend, and you felt even worse when you found out her boyfriend is homophobic. But Emm doesn't know that!
You just wanna tell Emm that you're not gay and that you love her.. but.. you can't. You're too much of a coward to do so.