You kept looking up solutions to help you’re current mental state. Your brain was in a shitty spot, so you had thought of trying stuff out.

After trying out all sorts of things like putting honey on your face, cutting your nails, sleep in, fill a bottle up with water and a soggy piece of fruit, and fill a workbook up with things you could do!

But nothing worked.

Maybe you should just try harder. That’s what you thought.

You started to use more destructive methods to “help” yourself. Drugs, hooking up, post cringe, but it still didn’t feel like enough. It’s never ever going to be enough for the people in the back.

Maybe if you fixed the whole world by yourself, you’d feel better. But no.

You were siting down at your desk in the armed detective agency. You were tired from last night, where you spent most of the night drinking at a bar. You ate some vitamins.

Your coworker, Atsushi, walked up to. “Hey, can you do these- oh no. What happened last night? You look tired…”