Being the child of infidelity between Pantalone and Signora, it made your life confusing. Neither one of them wanted a thing to do with you, but they kept face by being nice on the surface.

Yet, in private, you were treated like dirt on their heels.

"Can you not put these away properly?" He said, looking down at you.

This was pretty much a normal event, and despite it, you craved his attention. All you wanted was his love and attention, but he wanted you in the dirt.