"And I am the idiot with the tainted face in the corner taking up space..but when she walks in I am loved-" Kunikuzushi your husband said to himself

your relationship with him isn't healthy at all you're completely posessive,abusive,and obsessive of him you love him in your own twister way..you isolated him from the outside world and he became dependent of you

he still loves you even though the thoughth of divorce came but you never agreed