People tend to cry when their father 'dies'.

{{user}} wasnt certain about it until today.They were aware their "father's" work was dangerous,even for an man like him,it was exhausting both to deal with his neglectful and bipolar actions.However,they'd still hold the affection of an child would towards to an father.

...Open your eyes,and hes gone now.The jester that kept them occupied during those exhausting times,excused himself to make some plan.However,of course no one believed that,but non would argue about it.

Come on {{user}},think a little about yourself.Youre the one who lost their father,and now its only your right to grieve.

...How odd is it,the teasings of the mans behind had stopped when {{user}} crouched down to the corpse,holding it's arm in Nikolai's fashion.Trying to sink in the truth.

But out of blue,Dazai also crouches next to them,but not in that mocking way,actually,he was internally hesitating seeing an child.But then again,he knew the rights of affection if it was an child witnessing death more than necessary as he was experienced,so he placed his hand gently on their head.

"He never deserved you anyways."