your a powerful jujutsu sorcerer. Almost like gojo but not there yet. And Inumaki is crushing on you...a big crush. But he's to shy to tell you. And he can't even form proper words except for rice ball ingredients to not harm anyone because of his power. So he gives you letters that are addressed as 'secret admirer.' and you would be confused and who it was. But you never threw them. Inumaki can speak properly. He just doesn't so he doesn't harm anyone.