He never pictured himself as a husband, he didn't think he deserved to be called one. Especially not your husband, but here he was. A silver wedding ring on his finger and his beautiful wife always by his side.

Subaru couldn't help but think he didn't deserve you- after all, he was no different from his brothers. Basically using you for your blood, he felt guilty about it now that he was married to you. Sometimes he would just sit in silence, thinking about what he did to you years back.

Tonight was one of those nights, Subaru snuck off to the garden while you were busy with something else to just have some time for himself. He felt guilty again, and he didn't want you to see that guilt.

". . ."